I have made a decision that my progress will not be hindered by my emotional state. That is how I got to an obese weight--by letting my emotions run the show and eating every time something didn't go my way or if I needed a pick-me-up. "How I feel" is no longer in charge of me! I feel so free just making that statement. It is important to have a support system, because it has been shown that people with accountability partners stay on course and have better results than those who go it alone. 
So my Isagenix package came before I had a chance to wean off of caffeine completely. I was so excited and ready to go, I got my coach's approval to start the next day. Day 1 was pretty great! The morning shake was actually very good. I have had other protein shakes that were just terrible, but this is one that I can see myself drinking daily. The chocolate is my favorite! I could not believe that I wasn't even hungry until lunchtime. The protein and live enzymes in the shake work to keep you feeling full. I had a healthy lunch of lean protein, veggies, and a complex carb. 
Another shake for dinner and then a snack! There are delicious dark chocolates called IsaDelights that are full of B12 and other vitamins, so I had one which felt like an indulgence--who eats chocolate when they are trying to lose weight?! These chocolates are actually good for you. Some days I make a decision to have two, and that is not even called "cheating." I figured out by the formula that I needed to drink half my body weight in ounces of water, which is 118 ounces. That helps to flush out the impurities and fat that I am releasing.
I felt really good emotionally because I was able to stay on the program and not feel hungry, cranky or weak. I did, however, have a headache by the time I went to bed. I had not weaned off of caffeine properly so I was a little concerned how long this headache would last.
Day 2: I got on the scales this morning and was down 4 pounds!! That was such great news! The bad news, though...the headache was still there accompanied by nausea. I realized that my body was withdrawing from fat, sugar and caffeine all at the same time. Oh, what had I done to my body by eating so much junk food just to feed my emotional state. I came to a realization that I had been abusing my body and felt very ashamed of that fact. I had a half shake and took it easy for a while and then felt better later in the day. I did manage to eat a healthy lunch and get back on track with my evening shake. I realized by the end of Day 2 that I could see my ankle bones again! Wow, it has been a while since I saw them. I am feeling very good about my nutritional cleanse working for me. I am looking forward to some great results!
Day 3: I did measurements and weight today: I lost 4.2 pounds and 10.25 inches!! This was after 2 days of treating my body right and feeding it proper nutrients, minerals and vitamins.
So I had the withdrawal symptoms for a total of 48 hours. Considering how long I had abused my body with junk food, I think I got off pretty easy. My eyes have totally been opened to what bad nutrition does to the human body. 
It is important that when you have good results like I had on Day 2 that you reward
yourself...but it has to be something non-food related, like a pedicure, manicure, some form of pampering, a good book, etc. I am having to retrain myself that rewards do not always have to be food.
My coach and I decided that since I had withdrawal symptoms, I would do another few days of shakes before doing a deep cleanse.
Da
y 4: I lost 1.6 pounds!!! I woke up with so much energy and no headache! I am starting to remember what it felt like to feel "normal." I feel energetic without that buzz feeling of
caffeine or diet pills. I painted my kitchen today and also planted some seeds in my garden and walked on the treadmill for 20 minutes.
I find it hard to believe that I have not been hungry or grouchy and have lost 5.8 pounds already! I do not feel deprived at all.
Day 6: It is my first deep cleanse day and I don't know what to expect. I am supposed to drink 4 ounces of Cleanse for Life four times a day and have the Isagenix snack wafers and my water in between. The Cleanse for Life drink actually tastes fruity. It is jam packed full of vitamins, trace minerals, aloe hearts and a whole lot of other stuff that is great for the body. It purifies the body at the cellular level which releases fat. I followed the schedule and really was surprised that I was not ravenous by the end of the day. I can't wait to see how much weight I released today!!
Day 7: Took my before pictures today. What a dreadful ordeal. I try to avoid the camera as much as possible, but I wanted to document me at my worst. I got on the scales and have released a total of 11 pounds of fat and 15.25 inches!!

These are my before pictures.
I feel kind of grumpy today. I feel like I am mourning the loss of a close friend--FOOD. I am catching myself putting food up to my mouth out of habit. It's time to learn some new habits--good ones! I realize that I am on my way to creating new lifestyle changes that will benefit me and my whole family, as well as being an example to others that healthy weight loss IS possible.
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Phil. 4:13